- played mahjong 2 days in a row.
- add my win and loss of both days, i broke even. cool.
- PLAYED L4D LAST NIGT - sth i never saw myself doing, playing lan.
- i finally found someone really worthy. worthy of any sacrifice i make, be it big or small.
- he doesn't see it. he doesn't see his good points. but everyone else around him especially me and my friends can see it. so i'm gonna treasure this one.
- i'm gonna take things slow and do everything differently with this one.
- i keep recalling some one saying she hears wedding bells when i talk about MS. but i can't remember who. i think it's Mehv.
- im actually sincerely happy.
i know my mom loves me when she says certain things.
it's like she can't find fault with me.
simple things like, "how do i look in this?"
she'd say, "i don't know. you look good in everything."
i'd be frustrated with her answer at first but realise the bigger picture later.
my grandmother got pissed off with my grandfather for some stupid things he's been doing. and now she's staying here with me. as in sharing my bed. i love her and all so i dont mind. i didnt put up any resistance to it. but i'm a light sleeper and all so every time she moves or gets outta bed or opens my door, i'll wake up. you have no idea how many times i woke up last night. i remembered waking up at 8 this morning and she was staring at me. i know she has a lot of things on her mind in regards to my grandfather and that whether she's causing trouble to me and my mom. she shouldnt have to worry like that since we are all family.
i dont know what i can do to make her feel more at ease. i dont want her to feel like a stranger here.
drama mama
omg C
i cant trust you with things regarding M, or ppl around her. so annoying. why do you have to confront ppl regarding what i say to you? i can't help but feel like you're saying things to invite speculation. why can't you just keep it to yourself and observe?
i should just keep things to myself from now on and watch what i say to you
I thought our story was over.
Why the fuck did i answer my phone?
Only to be greeted with, "hey baby!"
and
Why the fuck would you call me from your house phone?
When I said, "what?!"
You said, "oh, wrong number."
You haven't called me since december with your house phone and suddenly this happens?
If only you know how to delete numbers in your mind.
Eww.
Labels: M.C.P.
sigh. im really worried for adrian. i dont know how to say anything to him. but i just want him to know that i'll be there. i dont know what to do for inez and adrian either.
im not gonna say i'll be praying for you cuz i havent been going church, if you know what i mean.
i feel bad that the only thing i can do now is be there for emotional support.
