Friday, February 27, 2009

  • I need to shop for lemons and salt for tequila tmr.
  • I've this craving for my grandma's lotus root stew thing with chicken.
  • I've been eating more than usual this past week.
  • I'm back to 52kg.
  • I hate that my weight fluctuates between 50-52kg. I want it to be 50 or lower?
  • I really envy those girls who have high metabolism.
  • I hate that I've been emo/cranky/angsty recently. Because Calvin passed it to me.
  • I've been smoking a lot less recently. But because I've been giving ppl ciggies, my pack lasted me 5 days. Btw, no such thing as masuk angin in relation to ciggies. For me that is. And usually my pack lasts a week.
  • I'm back to my post-M period whereby I can't sleep until 5 in the morning. Fucking hate thinking so much. This is just killing me.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

blase

I wanted to update this space last night but class always ends late on fridays.
The teacher offered to send Adil, Beng, Hakim and I after class.
Cool.
Reached home damn fast.
I always thought the teacher rode a bike.
He doesn't even have a bike license though.
And idk why but he got the eunos face as in he looks like he stays in eunos.
Yeah.

Anwyays, I remember talking to a few of my PRC classmates.
And like about 3 of them said this to me,
你的中文好像进步
Haha
Happy la.

But that's not the point.

Chen Zhe Wen made me sit next to him for autoCAD.
But not because I was good at my work.
Cuz the teacher is malay and he only speaks english in class.
I'm just one of his translators.
Aiyah. But this also means free ciggies from him. So okay la.
When we went to smoke, it was just me, Adil and Zhe Wen.
I had to translate and repeat what I said to either one of them to the other one of them.
As in whatever I said to chinaboy, I had to repeat in english to malayboy and vice versa.
As we were going back to class, I said,
我最近心情-失恋加上sian.
Then he asked me to explain sian.
How siah?
All I could say was,
sian就是sian
He was like,
你是却爱吧
Hmm. Maybe, just maybe he's right.
That's also what Meh told me.
But I still don't think so.
I don't know why I wanna hold on to the belief that I've never felt this way about anyone before.
Whatever right?

But that's not my point.
I think my point of this post is basically to prove my chinese to some people who 看扁了我
Haha. I rock! I've said many atimes that my chinese is okay. It's not lousy la can!

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

mitch
stay the hell away from me until you don't see the need to talk to me in that tone.
it was totally unnecessary.
you're poison.
your claim for friendship is bull. friends don't pass judgement.
you could have kept the comment to yourself. but no, you just had to say it.
i'm over our breakup. but if you keep saying things like that, it seems like you're still not over it.
but if it helps you feel better about yourself then .. whatever yeah?