THE ROCKSTAR.: April 2006

baby i fell in love with this ring. swatch summer collection.
*hinthint* haha. i KNOW you read my blog. *smiles*

much thanks.

thanks for remembering my birthday dearest friends.
love you guys.
kor ben was sweet to call and sing to me at midnight.
haha. im touched. bless y'all.
thanks for the guitar strap shalyn. i love it! haha.

but my daddy's the sweetest of them all! i love him the most.

ok wait. i love the two most important guys in my life the most.
(= you know who you are baby.

i woke up this morning and found some singapore post thingy saying i had to collect this 'bulky item'. so went lunch with momma then went paya lebar. i was all smiles when i walked outta the post office. looked damn retarded. to anyone it may be just a card and a normal book. but it had sentimental value. i learnt to treasure min more now tt i dont get to see her.

anyways, i love the presents i got. and i love those who remembered.

bitch of a mother.

bitch, you're one of the worst mothers tt ever survived. i never hated someone so much ever before. even the fucked up teachers cant be compared to you.

it's my birthday tmr, cant you at least let me enjoy? fuckg sadist you. i wanna celebrate my birthday and i cant be out after twelve at all. so i told you i'm gonna stay with my dad and you not even giving me money at all. i thought last year's birthday was bad. this year's is even worse. i'm gonna live with my dad for a week with no money.

and look, im not having a temper. i never had one when i was with you. you always scolded me and i always stood there quiet. i even got slapped once or twice. what kind of mother are you?

the number of times i cried after you scolded me cannot be compared to the number of times i cried over anything else.

thanks for giving me the birthday nobody ever wanted.

much love, Erin.

you're the first thing that comes to mind when i wake up and the last thing on my mind before i sleep at night.

COUNTDOWN BABAYYE!

hahaha. i love to irritate.

walk with me.

you see.

shit happens.

i feel almost everything is going wrong.

good news: mom and that guy broke up
bad news: now i think she's feelg needy and i have to spend time with her n all. it gets tiring at times.

and i was able to go thailand. jus cuz one one thing i said to gwen, sera doesnt want me to go to the damned trip. i think there may be more to gwen than meets the eye. church ppl are scheming. it's physically and mentally tiring to compete with them. thing is sera lied abt the trip, she said her mom would be busy so trip cancelled. how is she going to hide it from me when they get back? like she loves taking photos and she likes putting it on her blog for ppl to see. ok. sera changed. i agree with adrian on tt. and she's quite hard to get along with now.

i was so looking forward to tt trip. really upsetting. she's doing this to me and she sound happy on the phone abt getting her present later. this isnt exactly bitching. this is expressing how i feel. dammit.

well then. this is my blog. i'm replacing my smoking with updating this blog. saving money really.

i find it hard to just call you baby. or even say i love you. i have the thought to say it. it's even at the tip of my tongue. but i dont understand why its so difficult.

baby, give me time to overcome this and everything else.

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Destination: Thailand.

hoorayy for sera's momma. love her. haha. was over at sera's the other day. some where this week i think. forgot. this is what happens when i dont tag often. so they were having some discussion on going some where during the june hol's. i happened to be there. haha. they decided to go thailand. sera's momma, aunt kim, is the bestest. she said i could go with them. i always wanted to go but never got the chance to cuz my mother wont allow me to go with my friends and she wouldn't go there with me. anyways, i commented tt if i were to go, i have to chiong and earn money for accomodation and shopping. she said she'll pay for accomodation since i'll be sharing room with sera. cool. so that'll be a few hundred less. i forgot to worry about air fare. and it'll be more expensive cuz it's during the june hols. dayem. if only ej was older and outta sch eh. can avoid so many things. sec 3 boy. haha. okk i shall stop the teasing. at least he has a school. anyways, i hope it's a long holiday overseas. being away from home is good.in the company of an old friend. lotsa catchin up to do.

she wont allow me to go with friends cuz she claims i never introduced them to her so she doesn know who they are so she cant trust them. she hardly has time for me. she moulds her time around her work and mahjong. when she calls it's to scold me. other than that i think it's safe to say we hardly interact. i dont even know when this started. and she doesnt even try to be closer to me. maybe she does try, but it doesnt really seem sincere. i dont know. everytime she talks to me it'll be so damn sarcastic. or she'll try her best to fit something sarcastic discreetly into the conversation. whatabitchymotherihave.

THE ROCKSTAR.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

much thanks.

Monday, April 24, 2006

bitch of a mother.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

COUNTDOWN BABAYYE!

Monday, April 17, 2006

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

shit happens.

Monday, April 10, 2006

Sunday, April 02, 2006

PARTAYYE!

Destination: Thailand.

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