THE ROCKSTAR.

shit happens.

i feel almost everything is going wrong.

good news: mom and that guy broke up
bad news: now i think she's feelg needy and i have to spend time with her n all. it gets tiring at times.

and i was able to go thailand. jus cuz one one thing i said to gwen, sera doesnt want me to go to the damned trip. i think there may be more to gwen than meets the eye. church ppl are scheming. it's physically and mentally tiring to compete with them. thing is sera lied abt the trip, she said her mom would be busy so trip cancelled. how is she going to hide it from me when they get back? like she loves taking photos and she likes putting it on her blog for ppl to see. ok. sera changed. i agree with adrian on tt. and she's quite hard to get along with now.

i was so looking forward to tt trip. really upsetting. she's doing this to me and she sound happy on the phone abt getting her present later. this isnt exactly bitching. this is expressing how i feel. dammit.

well then. this is my blog. i'm replacing my smoking with updating this blog. saving money really.

posted by Rinster @ 4:58 am