so fcuked.
i'll admit i'm disappointed. but i dont know why im that disappointed.i cant believe mitch didn have a plan to fall back on. and he even told me he knew dre not v reliable. c'mon la. it feels like he didn even wanna buy me anything. no effort at all! i alr told him what i wanted. like long beforehand.
like he alr decided tt it's okay if he doesnt get me anything, it's only my birthday, it's not very important.
it's okay if my friends dont get me anything. but a boyfriend is different right?
or i might as well have him as a friend.
i have the same couldn't care less attitude. but tt depends. i dont do it to ppl, at least not everyone. i do it mostly to myself and stuff. but i treat my boyfriend differently. but why isn't it reciprocated? i planned and put aside money for his presents at least a month beforehand.
this just goes to show maybe how he feels abt me and how he'll be like in future. lousy.
crap. now i feel like crying cuz im feeling sorry for myself. it's just another fucked birthday like last year.
thanks a whole lot.
posted by Rinster @ 4:29 pm
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