i like that they understand me too.
i had a convo with Ry earlier over msn.
i almost cried when i read what he typed.
i guess i was touched that he noticed how i was and was giving me the space i needed.
[Ry] got me on my knees, Layla.... says (11:14 PM):
hey
[Ry] got me on my knees, Layla.... says (11:15 PM):
sorry i was a lil busy last night
wanted to say it really is great that you got mee siam
i mean after what you've been through,
☆Rinster says (11:15 PM):
yeah
i know
[Ry] got me on my knees, Layla.... says (11:15 PM):
which i cant imagine only because you're so tough that you keep it inside
☆Rinster says (11:15 PM):
thanks
[Ry] got me on my knees, Layla.... says (11:15 PM):
and its very admirable
i wish i coulda been there for you more but im very proud of how you pulled out of it
[Ry] got me on my knees, Layla.... says (11:16 PM):
and the happiness you got now is yours to treasure and you deserve completely
i had deep sympathy for you
but its now the utmost respect and gratification taht you got your happiness
[Ry] got me on my knees, Layla.... says (11:17 PM):
im very proud to be your friend rin i hope it keeps on going well for you and mee siam for ages ages to come
love you
☆Rinster says (11:18 PM):
haha
how do you know i keep things like that to myself?
[Ry] got me on my knees, Layla.... says (11:19 PM):
you kidding me?
you're the toughest girl i know
you take so much shit
and even when ya cant take it, ya call ya friends out to meet, y
ya dont even pour it on them
just taking their company as a momentary relief and a bit of support of course
ive always had great respect for you
[Ry] got me on my knees, Layla.... says (11:20 PM):
more so now
☆Rinster says (11:20 PM):
thanks for understanding me
but how do you know that?
i mean
i dont show it
☆Rinster says (11:21 PM):
like you said, i dont tell.
[Ry] got me on my knees, Layla.... says (11:21 PM):
hahahhaha
your eyes rin
when you're down, they dont smile along with your lips
when ya called me out that night at my place with lyon too
[Ry] got me on my knees, Layla.... says (11:22 PM):
when you were telling em the story
you told it as if it was the most carefree thing in the world
and still smiled when me and lyon made stupid jokes and all after u were done telling the story
but the whole time your eyes never smiled with your lips and it broke my heart
☆Rinster says (11:22 PM):
oh
[Ry] got me on my knees, Layla.... says (11:23 PM):
i didnt say anything to try and comfort you because that would've disrespected your efforts to be strong
so i kept quiet
but it broke my heart
☆Rinster says (11:23 PM):
thanks
[Ry] got me on my knees, Layla.... says (11:23 PM):
and won all of my respect at the same time
☆Rinster says (11:23 PM):
that would have been what i wanted too at that time. for you not to say anything.
[Ry] got me on my knees, Layla.... says (11:23 PM):
exactly
i knew that too
thats why i didnt
but i thought abt you all the time
your pain
[Ry] got me on my knees, Layla.... says (11:24 PM):
and your toughness
☆Rinster says (11:24 PM):
i just needed the quiet company.
[Ry] got me on my knees, Layla.... says (11:24 PM):
and im so fucking happy you've got your ahppiness now
tots
☆Rinster says (11:25 PM):
tots?
[Ry] got me on my knees, Layla.... says (11:25 PM):
haha
totally
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posted by Rinster @ 12:22 am
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