THE ROCKSTAR.

I'm Tired.

this again?
my dad told me that all my boyfriends will take advantage of my niceness, patience and all that. that they will come back. that i shouldnt give them that chance because it's too late, they didnt treasure me. i dont deserve this. but im too soft.
but stubborn stubborn me. i chose to overlook it. i let myself be put through this. i chose not to listen to my dad, yet again.
i've been cheated on and taken advantage of. but i've learned how to handle it. and i dont like being put through this.
i stuck around for more than half a year because i didnt get cheated on. took me that long to get over you.
i decided that i deserve better. but its too late for you to wanna try to be better for me. only now then you see what you've lost. i really wished you saw this earlier. then i wouldnt have been so hurt for so long. im honestly tired. there was a period of time where i loved you more than myself but right now, i love myself more. so i wont put myself through that any longer.
no more. im moving on. im letting you go.

all i can do now is be there for you as you were there for me.

posted by Rinster @ 6:28 pm