THE ROCKSTAR.

Goodbyes and Hellos

i think I've waited long enough. i decided to end things formally, properly. albeit over sms.
cuz idk when i'll see you again. definitely not anytime soon. both of us knew that this isn't gonna go anywhere. i think i deserve better. not that you're lousy.
I'm grateful that you stuck by me over this period of time or i'd have gone haywire.
i knew i had the strength to do this when i realised i can get over this. i could end it cuz i knew if you started dating, i wouldn't be jealous. i think i've finally gotten my closure i needed.
and i'm feeling fine now. really. it's because i alr went through the depression and the ups and downs a few times(alone).
i'm genuinely tired. i can't keep chasing and clinging on to someone who clearly wouldn't reciprocate the feelings.
this isn't giving up. but i'm letting you go.
and know that i loved you and stuck by you and your tantrums as you called it.

this is us closing this chapter and starting a new friendship.
it's sth new to me. i'm a lil apprehensive but i'm gonna be open about it as well.

posted by Rinster @ 6:06 pm